THE OTHER SIDE
It was a split second of sheer anticipated agony. He raised his
arm and the leather belt
would thrash her frail body. She let out a scream. “No! Please! I didn't do it!.” When he had
finished he marched out into the back yard. Beth knew this
frequent cruel act of punishment
from her stepfather
was a consequence of lies, hatred and betrayal bestowed upon her by
his own daughters. “Not one of us” they would mock.
Her mother Beattie had told her to be thankful. Her father
had deserted them when she was
a baby and they had a roof upon their heads and food on the
table. She did not know who had fathered her;. it was never acknowledged and
questions were forbidden.
Dick Arkly a rugged, rough and dominating man, himself a
widower with two young
daughters had offered a hand in marriage for the price of a
warm bed at night and a meal on the table
after a shift at the Docks.
This being a stark contrast to Beattie’s days before Beth’s birth. She
had been as a successful Old Time Music
Hall artist. With it
became fame, a good living and connections within the higher ranks of society.
Beth ran to the cold water tap and bathed her hot, salty
tear stained face. Her soul was crushed but the coolness of the water felt
soothing and comforting. Her mother was not in strong health and unable to
protect her from this vile vendetta. Beattie’s sister Milly lived in the next street and on such
occasions her mother would send Beth to her for solace and compassion. Beth
gained composure, wrapped her shawl across her shoulders and made her way along
the street. Squalor! Depravity! That’s how life is for folk like us on the
other side. A small boy sat on sat on the
curb nibbling at a crust. Her gaze was averted by a group of children in filthy
patched clothing rushing excitedly past.. A stray dog moved swiftly along the
rubbish in search of its only means of survival. The air was heavy, dirty and
smelt almost rancid.
Her aunt opened the door. “Sit by the fire and get warm” She
passed Beth a mug of hot tea which she cradled in her sore scathed hands; a
constant reminder of the heavy domestic chores laden upon her.
Her eyes filled with tears, the welts from the beatings
paining here. Her aunt fetched a bowl of warm water. “Let me bathe those”.
Her mother’s health began to ail. She had Influenza and developed
a high fever. As she struggled to nurse
her back to health exhaustion and fear engulfed her with intensity. The
situation become critical and the Influenza
had developed into pneumonia. She would not survive and the end would be swift..
Beth filled the wash bowl and made her way over to the
bedside to mop her brow.. “Leave that”, her mother weakly gestured with her
hand. Beth drew close and noticed her breathing was laboured. “Go to Aunt Milly
and tell her now is the time. She’ll know why, go now!”
Heart
pounding and hardly able to draw breath Beth knocked on the door. “Aunt Milly,
come quickly.
Mama said to tell you “Now is the time”. “Her breathing has
worsened” Swiftly taking her coat from its hook her aunt ran upstairs and came
back down carrying a small box.. Beth thumbled anxiously with a tassel on her woolen
shawl. ”Beth, this is your mother’s; it contains some personal items which I
have kept safely for her. Only she and I know of its existence”. She opened it
with a small key and handed Beth an envelope. “Your mother wants you to see
this”. Beth observed its contents.
There was a chill in the air as they made their way back..
Beth hardly noticed, her mind was in turmoil; fear, dread, disbelief. She quietly opened her mother’s
bedroom door. Too late! She had passed away.
Beth cradled her in her arms and sobbed. Her aunt gently
placed a re-assuring hand on her shoulder. Her mother looked peaceful and Beth
swore she saw see a smile upon her face.
“We will do what needs to be done tonight and tomorrow Beth you
must pack your belongings and come to me; there is no need for you to be in
this house any longer”.
As the dawn rose Beth packed the few belongings she owned.
As she walked out past her step sisters she sensed the intense fury they were trying to conceal.
Beth hesitated; they must have known the truth!.
Indeed she wasn't one of them but that wasn't the real
reasoning behind their hatred. Jealousy
had lain behind their vendetta to break her insane yet
her inner strength had triumphant
.
She had been” born the wrong side of the blanket”, had aristocratic blood running through her
veins and in six months’ time at the age of eighteen would receive a large
inheritance. A new life awaited; now on
the other side.
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